A lot of my future is a doubt.
My entire future is a doubt, full of unknowns and questions with no answers yet.
A Youtuber that I watch commonly came out with the line that his Dad would say:
Only two things in life are problems, medical and relationships. Money solves everything else.
That really resonated with me and right now you could say I’ve got two problems. Which when I think about it so bluntly, that really sucks. I’m 21, if I had everything set now then I wouldn’t have grown and matured how I have, I wouldn’t be the man that I’m happy to have become. I haven’t got anything physical to speak of as an accomplishment in almost 22 years. Does that suck? Of course. Do other people have it worse? Yes, a lot worse.
I’m blessed to have what I do, I’m building towards my future. Fuck anyone who says i’ve not accomplished anything. Your own personal sense of accomplishment and growth are so important in this life. Nobody even knows why we’re here. We’re all looking for answers to questions that we may never find.
Lets enjoy the ride and stop being so damn materialistic. Even i’m guilty of that at times.